Voices in my head

Voices in my head

Cooped in hell tormented by voices, 

Sawing and hacking before I make my choices.

A traumatized soul,

With issues so deep,

The stars think its steep.

I could cry out to the world,

But my mind has me on mute,

In my corner I went about,

I've never heard silence quite so loud.

Locked inside the barriers of my mind.

My legs silenced,

So they shake and tremble rapidly, 

Through the chains that have me stationed

Like a train on its platform.

I yearn to be able to scan the vivid blue color of the sky.

To walk barefoot on the fresh evergreen grass,

But how can I?

When everyday is a thunderstorm.

Outside to the world I went.

The world stripped down 

Before I had the time to close my eyes.

Surrounded by lies, 

Clinics giving out pills to numb the womb, 

Little girls referring to their vaginas as tombs.

Chaos ensued and I was confused.

The voices in my head might keep me from going outside,

But it's for a good course.

The injustices of the world might

Lead me to suicide.