Bitter Winter
Bitter Winter The tedium of going to castings, you risk it all and gain nothing for your efforts, you saw people who are just like you in the waiting room, some even prettier than you, willing to do the same job, what's done is done. The casting director lady has seen it all, the frizzling enthusiasm of youth vanish. First couple of months, you had the spirit, but lately you just coming in to mark the register, until you win or lose hope. You thought you did your best and that you'd get the part, so you wait and wait for a call that never comes. Indifference, it's like you don't exist. Agitated and flooding with anxiety, you offered to shoot the scene again but were met with "No thanks, that's not necessary, we have everything we need". There's nothing you can do, it's not in your hands. They decided against you the moment you left the room, meanwhile you're living in hope, painting dreams in your mind that never come to fruition. B...