disillusioned
disillusioned i am disillusioned, stuck on the treadmill, going nowhere fast. it needs to be about me again. i am disillusioned, i lack inspiration, creativity, a muse. i need to start doing things for me again. i am disillusioned, i know everybody, everybody knows me, the realization that they'll never let me in. politicking, power games, celebrity and manipulation. the best players are in a clique, the court is a graveyard for a joker. i am disillusioned, this can't be life, there's gotta be more, there's gotta be more! i am disillusioned, out of moves, backed in a corner, i am doomed. i am disillusioned, life is a hoax, fixed with the winners already picked. i am disillusioned, stuck on the treadmill, going nowhere fast. https://youtube.com/shorts/YqkcHM4sRB0?si=JN_JLFP1HsNyxZdX